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> From: tadlington
> Date: Wed, 30 Apr 2014 17:58:03 -0600
> Subject: Re: ps
> To: stevehein
> hey steve!
> you're so kind! thanks for reaching out. I love Nash. I'd be so
> delighted if you made a page about me. I love your technique.
> simplified and really clear.
> also - it's Tad Hargrave not Ted Hargraves :-)
> On Wed, Apr 30, 2014 at 3:26 PM, steve hein
> Twitter: https://twitter.com/TadHargrave and https://twitter.com/LocalGoodYEG
> FB Page: facebook.com/hippymarketer
> Music I Like: www.8tracks.com/tadlington
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You are welcome. I am glad you felt relieved.
Also, I have added your comments to my H Pet page. I edited the punctuation and one part where it seemed a word was missing or something, so if you want, you could look at it and see if it still flows the way you intended it to if you want to double check it.
It is very painful to look at that
story right now. My eyes are filled with tears.
|letter to m____
|for those who are open to my strong
anti-new age feelings... here is a link to and old page
on "new age" --
i am feeling weak now. alone. afraid i have killed the baby. yet... i feel pulled, driven. like the lady in switzerland who told me she started the animal therapy place for children and teens because it was like she was on some kind of train track - just taking her in the direction of the tracks. she wasnt really in control. she was just moving along the tracks.
i can strongly relate to that. i dont understand everything. but i know how i feel. i know my past. i know that things keep me on this path or this train track.
i told daniela yesterday - the english teacher, mother of ernesto, that i don't understand everything, but i know that nothing i have heard makes sense to me. the new age stuff definitely doesnt make sense. and i have seen what it did to people like heidi
It's not a belief. It's a fact.
ok. ok. ok.
And goodbye. It is time for me to move to the next station on my journey. I learned enough from you. Thank you, I guess, for that insight. Yet I don't really feel appreciative. No, what I really feel is pain. Pain for Heidi. Who did nothing to "deserve" having Mary as her mother.... And I feel pain for the countless other children and teenagers who are forced by law to stay under the control of people like Mary. They are ot free. Why aren't they free? Why did some men, and I can feel pretty sure it was some men, decide to make a law that says some human beings are going to be controlled till they have lived 18 years, if they make it that far, by the people who had a single act of sex to bring them into the world. That's it. That is all the law basically says. It doesn't address anything before or after the sex act. It just says, ok, so you, the male, got you the female, pregnant. Now we will use the full power of our force, ie the police, border control authorities, jails etc, to grant you what we cal "legal power" over that new human being until it has reached, (again *if* it reaches) the age of 18. From that point on we will be the only ones who have legal power over it.
ok so i got that "off my chest" - i released some of the pain or whatever.
now i am thinking of malula again. wondering if i will hear from her again or what... if not, ok. i ask amy if she is ok with that.. she says yes. she will feel sad but she understands. she wants to get back in the train. as it is about to pull away from the station, which means i have some other things i want to do right now. for myself, for amy, for the teens.
amy told me that she knows i want to make some more "business" type connctions but she will still love me and support me if i dont. she tells me the tracks are going in the right direction. i trust the tracks. i tell her she is sounding a bit spiritual haha. she laughs. i say you are reminding me of wacky angela. she laughs. i love amy. she sais ilu2.
amy is my amygdala in case u dont know... we make a pretty good team when we are working together...ie if i listen to her. she says yeah, and dont forget it. haha. she can be a bit annoying sometimes.. lol. but oh well we are kind of stuck together as the saying goes. so i try to learn to live with her. and i have found, if i keep her happy, then i am happy. i guess it works ok really. she seems to have my best interest at heart really. not like the government and so many others who say everything is for my own good. no, with amy, i think she really does have my best interest at heart.
so -- back to the plan. of going to rosario.. to talk to daniela...