Inteligencia Emocional - Español...Inglés
|Something Laura wrote around October.||Algo que Laura escribió en Octubre|
|Being with Steve makes me
feel more and more different. At his side I am learning
many things, besides he has a way which is very different
and special. For me it is incredible everything that is
happening. He is very patient, good, friendly, very
intelligent, sensitive, he knows how to listen, and he
thinks about others.
I think that while everyone is thinking only in what is good for themselves, he is thinking more about what is good for others and how they are going to feel. Besides this, while others are thinking of one thing, he is thinking in three to find answers... and he is very funny.
It is incredible that someone like him can exist. When I met him in Cajamarca I didn't think he could be so. I imagined him like all the common men. Besides, as everything happened so quickly between us there wasn't much chance to know him, but now and as time passes, I love him more.
This makes me feel a little afraid, because the same as me many girls can see all that I have seen in him and maybe they could try to take him from me. I also have a lot of fear that he will fall in love with someone. But this idea, although it scares me, doesn't dominate everything like in the beginning, and I think that if I let this idea dominate me then I am not going to enjoy all the love that we now feel.
At the beginning I was afraid that he was only with me out of necessity to have someone at his side, but now I know that he loves me, besides, loving someone also implies needing them and what he and I feel is a compliment of that and much more.
I think I always imagined being married, having a house, talking to someone. But I never imagined waking up in the mornings feeling so much love, giving so many hugs, feeling so important, talking about feelings and ideas to help others, writing, and having so much love which is the most important.
I know that I had to leave behind many things, many people who I also love, but I don't regret it because what neither all the things in the world nor anyone could give me what I have now. I would have love, but not to the extent I have now.
I only hope that the same as me many people come to feel the beauty, the realness and the fullness that exits when we have a person who loves us so much and we love them the same. I also hope that a lot of people can understand that if we aren't completely sincere with our feelings and we treat expressing them as if it won't do much for us, and if we aren't a little patient and if we don't always look for the best solutions to the conflicts or problems instead of running away or attacking the person we love, then we aren't going to reach it either.
Being with someone who you really love implies a lot of risks, many important decisions, much willingness to learn, to listen, and to understand. It sounds complicated but it is easier if you love them.
|El estar con Steve me hace
ser cada vez más diferente. A su lado estoy aprendiendo
muchas cosas, además él tiene una forma de ser muy
distinta y especial. Para mí es aún increíble todo lo
que esta pasando. Él es muy paciente, bueno, amable,
demasiado inteligente, sensible, sabe escuchar y piensa
mucho en los demás.
Creo que mientras todo el mundo piensa solo en lo que es bueno para sí mismo, él esta pensando más en lo que es bueno para los demás y como se van a sentir. Además de esto mientras la mayoría de personas están pensando en una cosa, él esta pensando como en tres hasta para buscar soluciones... y es muy gracioso.
Es increíble que pueda existir una persona como él. Cuando lo conocí en Cajamarca no pensé que podía ser así. Me lo imaginé como todos los hombres comunes. Además como todo se dio tan rápido entre nosotros no había tenido mucha oportunidad de conocerlo, pero ahora, y mientras más pasa el tiempo, lo amo más.
Esto me hace sentir un poco de temor, porque al igual
que yo muchas chicas pueden ver todo lo que yo he visto
en él y tal vez pueden intentar quitármelo. También
tengo mucho temor de que él se enamore de alguien. Pero
esta idea, aunque me hace sentir miedo, no me domina del
todo como al principio, y creo que si me dejo dominar por
esta idea no voy a disfrutar de todo el amor que ahora