I get energy from emotional support.
Today I realized I was feeling low on energy - a lot of pain, a lot of unmet emotional needs, to the point of feeling a little suicidal again. I eventually realized I have gotten almost no emotional support so far today, and a lot of stuff happened yesterday and there are still lingering pains from other painful things, like my old friend John B not replying to me. So I feel loss from that. It has been a few days now. I don't know why exactly. I can guess a few reasons but he hasnt told me any. He just went silent, as so msny people have done. I also feel pain from what happened at the hostel in Punta del Este. With the controlling female from Brazil. See note below
Anyhow I realized I get energy from emotional support so I decided to search it.
Here is the search and the result:
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I listened to a little talk by Kit something
So this is not so much about Raquel She is kind of an innocent victim.
Kit Thompson? from the Gandhi institute.org, i think, said, I think that MLK or Gandhi most people put 90 percent of their attention on the person and 10 on the system. They said to reverse that.
I would say most people put closer to 99 or 100 percent of their attention on the person. For example, I think Raquel is a bitch. But it is not much about Raquel. She is being used by the higher ups. First is Julia. Then Julia's bosses/ Then the owners of the building, the owners of the country etc.