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Convo with Jess March 27, 2008
steve dice:
hi who is this?
Rebirth dice:
heya
Rebirth dice:
its jess
steve dice:
hi heya
steve dice:
ha ha
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lol
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u do know me i just got a new addy
steve dice:
ok
steve dice:
ur the one in england right?
Rebirth dice:
yeh
steve dice:
14 or 15 or something?
steve dice:
lol
steve dice:
i have too many pple on my list!
Rebirth dice:
yeh 14
steve dice:
ok
steve dice:
hows it been going?
steve dice:
and how come u changed ur name?
Rebirth dice:
its ok
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me and josh broke up for good
steve dice:
oh
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so i got a new number and addy
steve dice:
ah
steve dice:
was he stalking u or something?
Rebirth dice:
na its just he kept on texting me
steve dice:
ah
steve dice:
how did u feel about breaking up with josh and how do ufeel now?
Rebirth dice:
yep so what contry u in atm
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i was really unhappy
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and he hates me now
steve dice:
im in argentina
steve dice:
aw
steve dice:
im sorry
steve dice:
u feel hated??
steve dice:
resented?
Rebirth dice:
omg ur in argentina!!!!
steve dice:
i dont like that feeling at all
steve dice:
yeah u didnt know that?
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i met a guitarist on holiday from argentina and i realy liked him
steve dice:
ha ha
steve dice:
where were u?
steve dice:
be careful of musicians! ive known a lot. a lot of girls fal for them and end up getting hurt
Rebirth dice:
furadventura (don't know how to spell it)
steve dice:
one has three kids with three girls!
steve dice:
where the hell is that?
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oh my
steve dice:
spain?
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well its owned by spain
steve dice:
ah
steve dice:
ok
steve dice:
yeah brits like to go to spain
Rebirth dice:
its the canerie islands
steve dice:
cuz england sucks
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ha ha
steve dice:
what do u think about england?
steve dice:
ok
Rebirth dice:
england does suck i hate it i wana live in cuba
steve dice:
why cuba?
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coz it has nice wether and they speak spanish and i love beaches
steve dice:
do ur parents know u cut? i guess u do or did... or u wouldnt have written me in the first place
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well my mum found at and i got scared so i stoped
steve dice:
ok ....hey are u studying spanish in school?
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na me and my mum are doing it over the internet and its really good
steve dice:
ok
steve dice:
thats cool
steve dice:
cuz if u know spànish u can travel all around south america!
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and get a job easy!
steve dice:
all u have to do is speak english!
steve dice:
which u already do!
steve dice:
u dont even need any kind of degree
Rebirth dice:
yeh
steve dice:
cuz u are a native speaker and they want them here
steve dice:
and all over the world really
steve dice:
we are lucky to speak english. its really in demand now around the world. and lots of local teachers are really really crap
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english is so hard to pronounce if ur not used to it. like know and no
Rebirth dice:
the only down side to living in cuba is they aparantly love girls with blue eyes and blond hair
steve dice:
ha ha...um what color hair and eyes do uhave?
Rebirth dice:
bond hair blue eyes
steve dice:
ha ha
steve dice:
do the boys hit on u in england?
Rebirth dice:
nop
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but thats why i got touched in places when i went to dominican
steve dice:
they actually touched u?
Rebirth dice:
yeh
steve dice:
thats gross
steve dice:
how did u feel
Rebirth dice:
yeh
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orlando tryed to make me kiss him
steve dice:
who is orlando?
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he smelt funny
steve dice:
ha ha
Rebirth dice:
this perve
steve dice:
ur funny
steve dice:
lol
steve dice:
where?
steve dice:
donde
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dominican republic
steve dice:
ah
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i was sooooo scared
steve dice:
aw..
steve dice:
how did u get away?
Rebirth dice:
i ran
steve dice:
lol good
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it was backstage and no-one was there
steve dice:
ah
steve dice:
yeah
steve dice:
that would be scary
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but i didn't scream or tell enyone coz i went there for a wedding and i didn't wana spoil it for them
steve dice:
so u dont use jessyaddy anymore at all? n i should delete it?
steve dice:
ah
Rebirth dice:
i do use it sometimes
steve dice:
do u want me to give this one out to other teens?
steve dice:
or both or what?
Rebirth dice:
yeh sure
Rebirth dice:
this one
steve dice:
ok
steve dice:
can u write to aggie and tell her
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u know who she is?
Rebirth dice:
who is she ?
Rebirth dice:
lol
steve dice:
hmm
steve dice:
i thought u were on the list...
steve dice:
shes been helping me send out the list
steve dice:
now i just looked n ur not on it
Rebirth dice:
what list ?
Rebirth dice:
lol
steve dice:
so its xxxxxxxxxx@hotmail.com?
Rebirth dice:
yeh
steve dice:
ill write her but can u write her too and tell u more about urself?
Rebirth dice:
yeh sure
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whats her e-mail adress
steve dice:
i just sent u a copy of the mail i sent her
steve dice:
tell me if u get it
Rebirth dice:
ok
Rebirth dice:
have u herd from xxx lately ?
steve dice:
yeah
steve dice:
she went to xxxx for a week with her school aka prison number 2
Rebirth dice:
wow
steve dice:
with her school
steve dice:
do u know what aka is?
Rebirth dice:
yeh
steve dice:
her school is shit
steve dice:
but most pple think it is a "good" school
Rebirth dice:
mine is a bit
steve dice:
cuz pple dont know what is really good
steve dice:
they think expensive schools with clean uniforms and approval seeking students who study all the time and do what the teachers tell them is a "good" school
steve dice:
i dont agree with the "good" grades thing either
steve dice:
there is no grade on being a good friend or on helping pple or caring about someone or being sensitive
steve dice:
u know what i mean?
Rebirth dice:
yeh
steve dice:
or being a good listener
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but maths is so damn important to school directors, parents etc
steve dice:
do u like maths?
Rebirth dice:
no i hate it
steve dice:
and of course uniforms are important
Rebirth dice:
i hate uniforms aswell
steve dice:
so that proves school directors and most adults in places like england dont know what truly is important. ive been thinking about this alot.
steve dice:
in all of south america black shoes are so frigging important
steve dice:
if u dont have black shoes u get punished!
steve dice:
is it that way there too?
Rebirth dice:
yeh
Rebirth dice:
detension
steve dice:
they really dont know what is important. it is fucking scary
steve dice:
yeah
steve dice:
its unbelievable when i think about it
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its like a fucking communist country
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and england is supposed to be "free"
steve dice:
but it isnt
steve dice:
not for teenagers
Rebirth dice:
no where is
steve dice:
yeah ur right
steve dice:
not for teens
steve dice:
they cant even decide where they live or who they can date or even talk to!
steve dice:
ur parents can just say no and thats it
steve dice:
ur trapped there
steve dice:
with them and in the country u were born in . its so sad
Rebirth dice:
was u like that
steve dice:
what do u mean?
Rebirth dice:
like trapped
steve dice:
u mean did i feel trapped when i was a teen?
Rebirth dice:
yeh
steve dice:
no, cuz i didnt have a clue when i was a teen
steve dice:
i never used my brain much to be honest
steve dice:
i didnt know what things were like
steve dice:
i didnt start thinking really till i was like 35
steve dice:
i just knew i hated school
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but never thought about my feelings
steve dice:
ur smart jess
steve dice:
dont let anyone ever convince u that ur not
steve dice:
even if ur not good in maths
steve dice:
who cares? not me!
steve dice:
i never use math now that i am out of school
steve dice:
i use excel or a calculator if i need to do something!
steve dice:
it was a HUGE waste of my time
Rebirth dice:
lol thats what there there for
steve dice:
and i see parents screaming at their kids over maths
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and making them cry
steve dice:
its so sad
steve dice:
its like no one thinks about what is really important
steve dice:
they let the schools tell them
steve dice:
but the schools are wrong
Rebirth dice:
whats your job ?
steve dice:
i dont really have one now. i sold my computer business a long time ago
steve dice:
now i just travel and write and try to help pple and change the world a bit
Rebirth dice:
how do u get the money to travel and when u do where do u stay over night and eat ?
steve dice:
i saved my money
steve dice:
i made a lot when i was younger
steve dice:
i have a room now in argentina
steve dice:
its so cheap
steve dice:
lke 35 pounds per month
steve dice:
per month, not night!
Rebirth dice:
wow thats good, ur free
steve dice:
u probably know how cheap some countries are
steve dice:
yeah im free but very very lonely
Rebirth dice:
to do what u want
steve dice:
i think about suicide almost every day lately
Rebirth dice:
do u speak spanish
steve dice:
yeah
steve dice:
have a look at this...
steve dice:
steve dice:
i am making that page
steve dice:
i write it in spanish and have someone help me correct the mistakes
steve dice:
or they translate it sometimes
Rebirth dice:
cant u try to make friends in a night club
steve dice:
nah
steve dice:
i dont like those kind of places
steve dice:
i like pple who think not drink!
steve dice:
one problem is i dont get along with older pple
steve dice:
only young pple understand me and my ideas
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steve dice:
ur funny
Rebirth dice:
gracias
steve dice:
ha ha
steve dice:
muy bien
steve dice:
they say ja ja here
Rebirth dice:
ja ja ?
steve dice:
yeah ja ja is ha ha...do u chat with anyone in spanish
Rebirth dice:
na i don't know enough yet
steve dice:
i chat in spanish a lot now and i am learning!
steve dice:
yeah its fucking tough
steve dice:
cuz they cant type and abbreviate everything and use slang!
Rebirth dice:
yeh
steve dice:
no one knows how to type here
steve dice:
they do it with two fingers
steve dice:
the schools r such shit
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and yet they waste time praying everyday
steve dice:
do u belive in god and all that stuff?
Rebirth dice:
na
steve dice:
me either
steve dice:
there almost no atheists here!
steve dice:
they r so brainwashed
steve dice:
like in all poor countrries
Rebirth dice:
yeh
steve dice:
but in england and the usa they brainwash in other ways
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like they say school is so important
steve dice:
and grades r so f'ing important
steve dice:
but u can get "good" grades and still be miserable
steve dice:
or a bitch
steve dice:
lol
Rebirth dice:
lol i want to get good enough grades to do the job i wana do and to live in cuba
steve dice:
what job do u want
Rebirth dice:
a masuese in a hotel
steve dice:
ah
steve dice:
why that job?
Rebirth dice:
i dont know i just enjoy the whole rlaxation thing
steve dice:
do u practice it now?
Rebirth dice:
no not really coz when i leave school i wana do a corse in it to learn
steve dice:
can i tell u something tho....? seriously.....
Rebirth dice:
yeh
steve dice:
ive known a lot of pple who get massages
steve dice:
can i tell u what i have noticed?
Rebirth dice:
yeh..
steve dice:
or actually let me say it a diferent way
Rebirth dice:
lol
steve dice:
do u want to help pple relax?
steve dice:
feel better?
Rebirth dice:
yeh...
steve dice:
or do u want to do it for the money or what is most important to u? or do u want to be relaxed urself?
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enjoying my job
steve dice:
what would make u enjoy it a lot?
Rebirth dice:
being happy while working
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lol internet went
Rebirth dice:
oh so carry on with what u was saying
steve dice:
well i need to know more about u first!
steve dice:
cuz i dont want to just give u a lecture like most adults would!
steve dice:
like what would make u enjoy ur job a lot?
Rebirth dice:
if they where happy and i wasn't under alot of pressure
steve dice:
ok so u like to make pple happy?
steve dice:
n be relaxed urself?
Rebirth dice:
yeh
steve dice:
im just thinking of something new....
steve dice:
u know that psychologists dont hug pple right?
Rebirth dice:
yeh
steve dice:
and neither do massage pple... right?
Rebirth dice:
yeh lol
steve dice:
and massage pple dont really listen much.
Rebirth dice:
yeh
steve dice:
the person cant really talk much when their face is down on the table!
Rebirth dice:
lmao
steve dice:
but pple like to be touched...
steve dice:
ok so do u see what i am getting at?
Rebirth dice:
erm not really
steve dice:
do u think psychologists really care about their patients?
Rebirth dice:
some yes and some no
steve dice:
what about massage pple?
steve dice:
who do u think cares more about their clients?
Rebirth dice:
masuese
steve dice:
yeah i think so too probably
steve dice:
well i think what pple really need in the world is to feel cared about
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and understood
steve dice:
what do u think?
Rebirth dice:
same and to be happy
steve dice:
yeah
steve dice:
but if they dont feel cared about or understood i bet they cant feel really happy
steve dice:
not deep inside happy
steve dice:
what do u think?
Rebirth dice:
yeh i think the same
steve dice:
yeah me too
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and i was thinking if ur not talking u cant feel very understood
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so when a person goes for a massage and they dont talk they dont leave feeling much more understood than when they went in!
steve dice:
u see what i mean?
steve dice:
they feel a bit better
steve dice:
but not like in a long term way im afraid
steve dice:
what do u think?
Rebirth dice:
yeh
steve dice:
and they havent learned anything to make their life less stressful
steve dice:
so they go back to the same crap job in the same crap office when they get back to england!
steve dice:
well that is what i think
steve dice:
what about u?
Rebirth dice:
well i think its a job
steve dice:
what do u mean?
Rebirth dice:
she/he will have people to talk to
steve dice:
at their job or when they are getting the massage?
Rebirth dice:
whenever
steve dice:
yeah
steve dice:
would u give ur massage client a hug if they were crying?
Rebirth dice:
yeh
steve dice:
aw
steve dice:
ur nice then!
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but i hope the wont acuse me of sexually harrasing them lol
steve dice:
ha ha
steve dice:
would u be scared if it was a guy they would try to hit on u?
Rebirth dice:
kinda
steve dice:
i think pple really really really need more hugs. what about u?
Rebirth dice:
i think that to
Rebirth dice:
lol
steve dice:
yeah
steve dice:
i think u could make a good business out of listening to pple, hugging them and giving massages
steve dice:
all at the same time
steve dice:
like a lover almost! ha ha
steve dice:
but a different kind of love
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like caring about the person
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and touching them in a caring nurturing way
steve dice:
not sexual
Rebirth dice:
hey what does la tourtura mean ?
steve dice:
hmm
steve dice:
what is the sentence?
Rebirth dice:
its a name of a song, i just wana know what the name means lol
steve dice:
ah
steve dice:
i think tortura spelled that way means torture
steve dice:
but was it tourtura? or tortura?
Rebirth dice:
tourtura
Rebirth dice:
i don't know how to pronounce itlol
steve dice:
hmm
steve dice:
let me check
steve dice:
is it by shakira?
Rebirth dice:
yeh it is
steve dice:
shes is famous here
steve dice:
hips dont lie!
Rebirth dice:
yeh
steve dice:
its true too!
steve dice:
ha ha
Rebirth dice:
beautiful liar
steve dice:
yeah
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that the name of her new song
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with beyonce
steve dice:
yeah
steve dice:
ive heard it
Rebirth dice:
i love it
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shes my favorite singer
steve dice:
yeah?
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yeppy
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do u like santana
steve dice:
yeah
steve dice:
but they are old!
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yeh, but i love his song with rob thomas its called smooth have u herd it ?
steve dice:
hmm
steve dice:
not sure
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brb dinner
steve dice:
k
steve dice:
hi welcome back
steve dice:
how was dinner
Rebirth dice:
heya
Rebirth dice:
it wa ok
steve dice:
who was there?
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me my mum and dad
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but mum and dad where talking about hannah
steve dice:
what about her
steve dice:
and who is she ha ha
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coz shes doing quite bad in life
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hannah is my older sister
steve dice:
ah
steve dice:
how old is she?
Rebirth dice:
17, 18 next week
steve dice:
i used to talk to someone named hannah in england a few years ago
steve dice:
it would be weird if it were the same person!
steve dice:
she would be about that age now!
Rebirth dice:
do u know her last name ?
steve dice:
no i dont think so
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what was her addy ?
steve dice:
hmm
steve dice:
what is ur sisters?
steve dice:
her sn used to be cows go moo or something
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i cant properly remember but i would reconise it
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lol
steve dice:
hmm
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xxx26 or sommin like that
steve dice:
hmm
steve dice:
go to this page
steve dice:
steve dice:
read the one that says hannahs support group
Rebirth dice:
na its not my sister
Rebirth dice:
whos beth ?
steve dice:
i dont remember her real name
steve dice:
how do u know its not ur sister!?
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coz hannah has blue eyes and she loves meat lol
steve dice:
ah ok!
steve dice:
lol
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and she would never put pink on the tips of her hair
Rebirth dice:
i would though
steve dice:
ha ha
steve dice:
ok
steve dice:
so what did they say at dinner about ur sis?
Rebirth dice:
just how she wonts a job but cant be bothered to get one,
Rebirth dice:
that was it really
steve dice:
what do u think about it?
Rebirth dice:
well i think hannah should just get eny job untill she finds the one that she likes
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what does 'la' mean?
steve dice:
the
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i really want to know what she saying inti coz i love the rythem
steve dice:
yeah i want to put it on my site too
steve dice:
the new one
steve dice:
did u see the part about songs?
Rebirth dice:
no i didn't
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i can only understan little word lol
steve dice:
steve dice:
look again!
steve dice:
u can practice ur spanish!
Rebirth dice:
lol
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ah ha found it
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i have a good one
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linkin park, breaking the habits
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ohh mum and dad are having an argument
steve dice:
about what?
Rebirth dice:
i duno
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i have a feeling there gona start screaming at each other
steve dice:
do u get scared when they do or how do u feel?
Rebirth dice:
i feel slightly frightened
steve dice:
how else do u feel?
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i think my mum is crying
steve dice:
aw
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i've never heard my dad shout so loud
steve dice:
wow
steve dice:
whats he saying??
Rebirth dice:
he usally manages to stay calm
steve dice:
ha ha
steve dice:
but whats he saying... can u tell?
Rebirth dice:
'i tried to help andd you to throw it back in my face'
Rebirth dice:
i know its about hannah
steve dice:
k hey im gonna switch acounts ok?
Rebirth dice:
yeh
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im gona go now, so i'll talk to you soon
steve dice:
k
steve dice:
hug
steve dice:
bye bye
steve dice:
stay out of the cross fire!
Rebirth dice:
lol
Rebirth dice:
hug byee