Google Rankings on Various Search Terms

Sometimes I have felt very discouraged, very depressed and suicidal. Sometimes even though I know that a lot of people are reading what I write and I might be makiing a small difference in the world, it just doesn't help ease my pain. The other day I was showing Cara this page. I don't think I have postd it publically before. It shows... well you can see what it shows! I guess I will let it speak for itself. I wanted to show Cara to encourage her to work for me, giving her some evidence that we have a chance to make a difference. When I feel discouraged I forget this, but today I feel more encouraged because it seems more real that she and I will be working together soon, which is exactly what I need and what I have needed for a long time. Anyhow, here is the table.

My page on each term	Google Search	Ranking as of April 2006	August 2006	Oct 2006	May 2007	Nov 2007
Emotional intelligence	Emotional intelligence	1	1	1	2
Cutting, self-harm	Cutting, self-harm	2	1	1	2
Emotional literacy	Emotional literacy	6	2	1	1
Emotional Abuse	Emotional Abuse			3	1
Respect	Respect					5
Empathy	Empathy					2
Listening	Listening					27
Invalidation	Invalidation	1	1	1	1
Emotionally abusive mothers	Emotionally abusive mothers			1	1
Verbally abusive mothers	Verbally abusive mothers				1
Teen suicide chat	Teen suicide chat	3	1	1	1
Feeling words	Feeling words	1	1	1	1
Managing negative feelings	Managing negative feelings	1	1	1	1
Peru Education	Peru education				2
Teacher Student contracts	Teacher Student contracts	1	1	1	1
Dan Goleman	Dan Goleman	1		2	3

Abuse of Power	Abuse of Power
Daniel Goleman	Daniel Goleman		3	3	4
Rob Emmerling	Rob Emmerling	1	1	1	1
Robert Emmerling	Robert Emmerling		2	2	2
Maurice Elias	Maurice Elias			2	3
Emotional honesty	Emotional honesty	1	1	1	1
Emotionally intelligent soldier	Emotionally intelligent soldier	1	1	1	2
Leading in the Wrong Direction	Leading in the wrong direction				1
Emotional Pollution	Emotional Pollution	1	1	1	2
Rights vs. Needs	Rights vs Needs				1
	Rights, Needs				1
Haim Ginott	Haim Ginott	1	1	1	1
Teen Prisoners	Teen prisoners	5		1	1
Teen Prison	Teen prison			2	20
Phidish	Phidish	1	1	1	1
Teen liberation	Teen liberation	1	1	1	1
Emotional intelligence, customer service	Emotional intelligence, customer service			4	3
Psychologists don't give hugs	Psychologists don't give hugs				1
Emotional Needs	Emotional needs				2