You might wonder why I feel so strongly.

Well let me try to explain.

A couple of years ago he misrepresented and defamed me: He used his power, influence and limited emotional intelligence to send out a provocative letter to other webmaster and convinced many of them to drop their links to my site. He reported that over 50 sites dropped their links. To this day I still wonder what really motivated him to do that. What would make him take the time to read hundreds of pages of my personal journal and pull out excerpts to try to present me as a danger to the world?

I am getting tired of thinking about him. But I wanted to introduce the world to my new therapy called Four Letter Word Therapy, so I decided to make this page and let everyone know how I came up with the idea. It actually occurred to me spontaneously when I wrote to Josh Freedman last week and I told him I had been venting and doing a little more four letter word therapy in my personal not so private journal. (See letter)

Anyhow, one of the things that offends me most at this point is ___could have used his position, influence, contacts, misguided emotional intelligence and title of PhD and Webmaster at the illustrious __ Consortium to help me save the lives of suicidal teens, but instead he defamed me and my integrity. I resent this, in case you couldn't tell. So I will apply a little more FLWT and say once more, F___ you, ___. You are a f__ing, pr___. But we can still be friends and work together to improve the profitable, (for you and your friends), field of emotional intelligence. You just have to apologise and acknowledge what you did. Then I will post your apology and stop saying F__ you, ___. Or you can post it on your own website, with the approval of your bosses of course. You, know, I will tell you something, it's really nice not to have a board I have to answer to. So if I want, when I feel the need I can say things like

&%$* YOU ___ ______

It's really good therapy. It's nice to say it to my friends who know about you and what you did, but it feels better to post it on my website. And it feels good to type in your name and see my page on you come up first in Google. I feel kind of sorry for you, to be honest cuz u can't write F___ YOU Steve Hein on your website. Nope, cuz you have to suck up to the board members. tsk tsk. Oh well, maybe one day you will be free to do what you want. See when I grew up in the USA it was still a relatively free country and I internalized the concept of freedom of speech. So I feel I have the "right" to say what I need to say to feel better. So that's why I keep saying "F__ you". It really helps. Like cutting for the teens. Do you really give a shit about the teens who cut, ___? I'd really like to know cuz u were so concerned a couple years ago. Are you still concerned? Why haven't you offered to help me? I think it's cuz ur a fake, a phony. A fraud. I think you are more interested in money and your consulting career than you are the teens who cry alone at night and slit their arms and legs because their parents don't give a shit how they feel.

I think you suck basically. And I'd feel pretty good if your bosses at the __ Consortium fired you. Because I believe you misused your power there. Let's say you abused it. I think what you did was an abuse of power. But you could show me that you had good intentions by telling your bosses about what I am really doing to help suicidal teens and you could get them interested in helping me. And we could save lives. You could do that, __. Has that ever occurred do you? Let me ask you again, do you give a shit about the teens?